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I lock the deadbolt and two padlocked bars on the grate and thread my way through the soccer game on the hard-packed dirt outside our apartment. Next door two young men are hauling sand, hand-over-hand, one bucket at a time onto the second floor of the building under construction. That is also the area from which some aggressive dogs accost me when I return home late. One of the first things I noticed upon arriving on the African continent six and a half years ago was the people everywhere. There are a lot of people here, but they also just spend most of their time outside. The Portuguese equivalent of 'hang out' is passear, which means to go wander around.
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It's makes my brain hurt when I remind myself that all these people are people. I wish that I could catalouge their faces, match them to the stories. But I can't. And I probably couldn't bear to hear them even if I could.
Two lots down a house is receiving a new paint job, and with it appearance of new life. You never realize how much a difference a coat of paint makes until you live in a city that last had time for such frivolities in the 70's before the Portuguese left. A group of kids usually frolics around there, I don't know if its a daycare on just a hangout. They don't point and laugh as much as they used to. On many evenings a game of soccer is played in the street in front of the house with an electric fence and automated gate. They take time-outs for traffic.The other house with an electric fence that I pass is owned by a Muslim baker. He has a well and shares his water with the community through this hose. Right now the city water is on, but when it was out for two weeks, there was always a queue of people with buckets outside his fence.
I pass another dumpster location where a three legged dog is snacking before reaching Jon and Carla's apartment building. They live on the fourth floor, and this completely open window looks out from the second floor landing.Kyran and Jariel have not fallen from it as far as I know.



You brain is impressive. You have a degree in Biology and Chemistry. But your heart is more impressive. As is your writing. But what makes your writing impressive is your heart. Please oh please keep nourishing that heart and please keep giving it expression. Always and forever. I love you.
ReplyDeleteI like what you said about how thinking about all the people makes your brain hurt. I once had an existential crisis in an airplane that was coming in for a landing, seeing all the little ant people and their matchbox cars below. Each with life and heartache and happiness. Each a tiny speck, but with an entire cosmosphere of a story contained inside. It blows the mind how small and how large we are, at the same time.
ReplyDeleteYes, a human is very dense: an enormous amount of experience is fit into such a cosmically insignificant package. I go through a similar train of thought on every takeoff and landing.
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